FinishLine.

I guess you still gots some work to do on those blueprints.

Cause its Summertime!

I think its about time we all started blogging again, i miss hearing about all my special ones lives over the way in the prairies and seeing what your all getting up to. The pictures, the hobbies, the boot camps, the workouts, the drama anything that goes on really. I know i have not blogged either but i figure if no one else is i guess were not having time to read or write so whats the point.

So hears my shout out to all those who blog and follow LETS START AGAIN so we can keep in contact via random discussions and blogs. I enjoy it and still check them everyday to get a sad face knowing no one has written anything.

My life is crazy busy, work monday to saturday every week 9-6 grooming, grooming, bathing, clipping and making dogs look pretty and smell good all day long. Chilling in the eves playing a little xbox live talking to 12 year olds that sounds like JB and playing with Pash.

We seem to inherit another dog each week, not literally but i got another well half share i dont take him home but hes my little boy to *the shop dog* we call him. Split the blue nosed pitbull is 7 weeks and 9 pounds, as you have all proble seen via fb cause thats what everyone seems to have time to do!

Weekends seems to be blending in with my weekdays, normally spent at dallas road off leash dog park with Megan J and the 5 pups. Takes us 3 times as long where ever we go as the puppies draw tons of attention and crowds. Pash knows how to climb the stairs i didnt even teach her i just walked up sat there and she ran up them, and then 5 minutes ago i sat at the bottom and she came down. Good way to teach i know. Shes starting to sleep through the night as long as shes tired and pooped out.

Im excited for the summer to pick up and the weather to get brighter, ive been wearing shorts most days which is a sickk bonus and i got sun today for the first time in canada this year!

Pash is getting bigger, the suns getting brighter, Lifes getting better!

I love you all in Calgary and Edmonton, i miss you and i hope to see you all at pride this summer even those who bat for the opposite team take a trip its gunna be a ball.

This ones for you Kbear, now get to Vic already.

May.

Biggest joke of my life. Every year without fail.

Dogs Vs Xbox.

Im always busy, since i started work last week days have been crazy awesome.

9am DOGS.

When im done i come home and play xbox, yes i know im really cool but theres not much else to do right now as miss dietrich lives in the middle of no where and it takes a trek and a half to see her for 2 days. I guess i could make a journey down to Vic to see friends but sometimes im not done till 6 and it doesnt seem worth it.

My weekends are consumed by traveling WHICH i dont mind if i get to see you.

All i have to say today is . . .

Dont let it bottle up.

Let it out.

Its not an excuse, it helps me sleep. I promise.

Take you own advice.

Forget it.

Forgive it.

Move forward.

Busy, Busy.

Life is Amazing.

The last couple weeks have been kinda insanely crazy but so awesome and life changing! Moving into our new little 2 bedroom town house with all Our things feels wonderful. I finally feel at home and settled. Love you mama.

Things im so excited for

-Pash Chaplin Gilbert arrives the week of the 24th!

-Start work at the new shop tomorrow 9am Ravashing Rover!

-New house with mum is Perfect!

-My first SUMMER trip to PRives is going to be wicked! (cant wait to see everyone)

-Being able to bike to work in the beautiful weather ER day!

-My new bedroom furniture comes today!

Everything in life right now is finally sorting its self out, it feels like my dad hand picked this house as every single item of our furniture fits just perfectly. Thank you daddy.

Now a weird thought for everyone thats going to read this, have you ever thought about going to space? Imagine doing years and years of training on earth finally being shot into space, floating around in the Universe then all of sudden feeling claustrophobic? What the eff do you do? You cant get out cause you'll internally combust, and you cant go back to earth just like that. Just thought i would put that into your head and make you wonder WTF would you do?

The Move.

Calgary, AB.

I love and Hate coming to Calgary.

Love - Like visiting all the amazing people that live here and having a damn good time with them, Bars, houses, wings, malls, dancing, drinking, smoking, loving it all! Missing it everyday.

Hate - Brings back a million memories of my dad. Having to leave after a matter of days, and trying to squeeze everyone i love into hours. This time? Packing, moving the house from one province to another. Packing causes less hours to see my favorite people. Sad face.

Moving is an emotional roller-coaster, leaving the house my dad designed for us as a family is being left behind. Being able to move forward and live in another beautiful province is a privilege. Packing and listening to old heart throbs my parents shared making my mom cry and not letting me turn them off rips my heart out. Im not emotionally stable enough to handle my moms tears.

This week is coming to an end fast.

Today - Packing. Lame.

Tonight - Wings = MEGAN AND NICK. I cant wait to see you.

Tomorrow - Packing. Allday and Allnight.

FridayDay - Packing. YAY.

FridayNight - Not yet decided but dinner at 830 with R and B then possibly onto Vinyl.

SaturdayDay - If Calgary can stop being a Cynthia and stop snowing and raining, Drunk Zoo.

SaturdayNight - Twisted? Possibly/Probably Drunk round 3.

SundayDay - Positively hung over. Relax.

SundayNight - Do nothing.

Monday - Visit Daddy whilst leaving for BC.

This time, i dont feel like coming back.

P.s You hold my world together.

Phonics.

Just a small issue i deal with everyday of my life.

My spelling and grammar is terrible WE ALL KNOW THIS, can you please accept me for it and leave it be. Getting corrected every other text, or sentence or conversation is frustrating as balls.

I know your only trying to help and yes it might suck if your grammar is perfect but just take it as it comes cause thats me. 20 years of shit of shit grammar has been going into this head im sorry but its not going to change now as much as you try to teach me!

Done and done.

Matilda.

You think hard enough about something it will come true. Positive manifesting is the way to be. My gf on the other hand thinks the world is against her and turns everything negative to trick the universe and make it do the good thing, like the olympics every time i would say "YAY canada is going to WIN" she would hit me and tell me to shut up, a few seconds later they would come second or lose then i would get blamed for the athletes fail, crazy right?

Anyways im trailing way off topic.

Last night i was laying in bed and i heard a bunch of sirens going off i thought to myself "i feel like im in the ghetto imagine if someone tried to steal my car" which is literally outside my window. My car has the most intense alarm on it and if you brush past it or play loud music near it, it goes off, so i thought if my alarm went off i could easily look out my window and shoot the guy.

I have crazy vivid imagination and a little mary jane was involved.

5:30am i get woken up to my car alarm going off WTF? i ran to the kitchen to get my keys and turn it off, there was absolutely no one to be seen. DAD? maybe it was him just playing games.

But it was so weird considering i had thought about it all happening a few hours before, thats my epic story which is not so epic i just needed to write it down so i could look back and see how retarded it was.

Moving on.

For real, moving is getting more and more stressful my mom couldn't decide on whether to go with Uhual or a moving company so we cancelled the uhual to go with a moving company then that fell through, so the uhual is back up again, fucking joke.

Anyways its sorted now cause my wonderful Megan calmed me down and we sorted it out.

Why is moving the most stressful thing you can do? It doesnt matter the situation its always fucking terrible and everyone Hates doing it!

Megan Johnstons (boss) birthday today! Going to milestones in Victoria then back to the shop to lay the rest of the floor. Last couple days have been real fun putting the shop together and getting to have input on what we buy!

Career here i come!!

The whole car thing reminded me of Matilda's powers she discovers in the movie! So this blog is dedicated to her.

First fail.

Lets start with my terrible spelling and grammar, if you going to read what i write do not judge how i write.

Im not a writer but i do enjoy to get my emotions out through my fingers when i feel like doing it, lately there has been a lot of chaos in my life from moving house, to changing jobs, to pretty much finding out whats right.
Everyone tells you everything happens for a reason, yes yes it does, its frustrating at times but give it a chance and you'll realize eventually why that certain thing happened.
I feel much better today now everything is in order, there was a couple moments last week i could of pulled my hair out but the only way to do something right is do it yourself. So i did.

My new job lets start there. I was working for a fantastic company set out of town doing dog grooming, now at the interview i was promised kennel work to but that quickly changed. I enjoyed the job and the people tons, but lets get it straight im not one for authority and it was getting to much. Ive never been able to handle being talked down to since i was a kid, so being talked to like im an idiot on how to hold a brush is not going to fly. Ill figure out a way to do it my way and it will work just as well. Less of the negatives i quit, i quit in a very cowedly way in which im not proud of but didnt have the balls to do it any other way.
I got offered a better opportunity else where that was in the back of my mind till i accepted it.

Analogy 101: Puppy love (previous job) would be classed as an apple, Ravishing Rover (new job) would be classed at chocolate, yes the apple is tasty and ill eat the apple but ill always wonder what chocolate tastes like. -MD

So instead of wondering i took the risk and went for it.

Calgary is around the corner i cant wait i mean CANT wait to see everyone especially RayZ as shes turning the big 21, should be a good time as ive got a lot planned. Moving goes along with calgary which is another big step in moving forward and sorting my life out and finally settling.

Last but not least, My fictional puppy will no longer be fictional in a matter of weeks, *Pash Chaplin Gilbert* is well on her way to being mine.

My first fail, is over.