Phonics.

Just a small issue i deal with everyday of my life.

My spelling and grammar is terrible WE ALL KNOW THIS, can you please accept me for it and leave it be. Getting corrected every other text, or sentence or conversation is frustrating as balls.

I know your only trying to help and yes it might suck if your grammar is perfect but just take it as it comes cause thats me. 20 years of shit of shit grammar has been going into this head im sorry but its not going to change now as much as you try to teach me!

Done and done.

Matilda.

You think hard enough about something it will come true. Positive manifesting is the way to be. My gf on the other hand thinks the world is against her and turns everything negative to trick the universe and make it do the good thing, like the olympics every time i would say "YAY canada is going to WIN" she would hit me and tell me to shut up, a few seconds later they would come second or lose then i would get blamed for the athletes fail, crazy right?

Anyways im trailing way off topic.

Last night i was laying in bed and i heard a bunch of sirens going off i thought to myself "i feel like im in the ghetto imagine if someone tried to steal my car" which is literally outside my window. My car has the most intense alarm on it and if you brush past it or play loud music near it, it goes off, so i thought if my alarm went off i could easily look out my window and shoot the guy.

I have crazy vivid imagination and a little mary jane was involved.

5:30am i get woken up to my car alarm going off WTF? i ran to the kitchen to get my keys and turn it off, there was absolutely no one to be seen. DAD? maybe it was him just playing games.

But it was so weird considering i had thought about it all happening a few hours before, thats my epic story which is not so epic i just needed to write it down so i could look back and see how retarded it was.

Moving on.

For real, moving is getting more and more stressful my mom couldn't decide on whether to go with Uhual or a moving company so we cancelled the uhual to go with a moving company then that fell through, so the uhual is back up again, fucking joke.

Anyways its sorted now cause my wonderful Megan calmed me down and we sorted it out.

Why is moving the most stressful thing you can do? It doesnt matter the situation its always fucking terrible and everyone Hates doing it!

Megan Johnstons (boss) birthday today! Going to milestones in Victoria then back to the shop to lay the rest of the floor. Last couple days have been real fun putting the shop together and getting to have input on what we buy!

Career here i come!!

The whole car thing reminded me of Matilda's powers she discovers in the movie! So this blog is dedicated to her.

First fail.

Lets start with my terrible spelling and grammar, if you going to read what i write do not judge how i write.

Im not a writer but i do enjoy to get my emotions out through my fingers when i feel like doing it, lately there has been a lot of chaos in my life from moving house, to changing jobs, to pretty much finding out whats right.
Everyone tells you everything happens for a reason, yes yes it does, its frustrating at times but give it a chance and you'll realize eventually why that certain thing happened.
I feel much better today now everything is in order, there was a couple moments last week i could of pulled my hair out but the only way to do something right is do it yourself. So i did.

My new job lets start there. I was working for a fantastic company set out of town doing dog grooming, now at the interview i was promised kennel work to but that quickly changed. I enjoyed the job and the people tons, but lets get it straight im not one for authority and it was getting to much. Ive never been able to handle being talked down to since i was a kid, so being talked to like im an idiot on how to hold a brush is not going to fly. Ill figure out a way to do it my way and it will work just as well. Less of the negatives i quit, i quit in a very cowedly way in which im not proud of but didnt have the balls to do it any other way.
I got offered a better opportunity else where that was in the back of my mind till i accepted it.

Analogy 101: Puppy love (previous job) would be classed as an apple, Ravishing Rover (new job) would be classed at chocolate, yes the apple is tasty and ill eat the apple but ill always wonder what chocolate tastes like. -MD

So instead of wondering i took the risk and went for it.

Calgary is around the corner i cant wait i mean CANT wait to see everyone especially RayZ as shes turning the big 21, should be a good time as ive got a lot planned. Moving goes along with calgary which is another big step in moving forward and sorting my life out and finally settling.

Last but not least, My fictional puppy will no longer be fictional in a matter of weeks, *Pash Chaplin Gilbert* is well on her way to being mine.

My first fail, is over.